Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Not like the start of the New Yr!

I'm totally not enjoying my start to this new yr of 08, I thought it would be a great yr but ...... Somehow when i sign off on my last posting i had a funny feeling something will happen, or rather from the way i sign off... which was something like, good or bad life is something to experience so let see what the new yr brings. Well, that was answered so fast it's not even funny. As my msn profile now says" sometimes i really don't understand why"

Well here goes mum's platelets were low so dr said come in for a bone marrow test which was yesterday. Well the news came back today. About 2 months back we were all happy as dr said mummy was all okie, but after today's news i think we all sank back to 0 maybe minus if you ask me. Apparently she has a relapse. My heart sank 9ft under ground when i heard the news. Can't really imagine how my dad feels. should be worst then me. Sometimes being the oldest brings the greatest responsibility in the family, one that is dam hard to bare with. I guess only the eldest in the family can sort of relate to how i feel maybe. Don't know to shout, cry or what now. But i guess once again i have to leave it up to god. For those reading just pray for me mum again thanks!

2 comments:

kevin said...

Hey, I will be praying for your mum.

You gotta be strong and be the pillar for everyone at home.

kevin said...

Hows your mum doing?