serious training has began!

okie with 2 months left to sundown marathon... serious training has to start, well sundown is the beginning of the race yr actually, after that comes the saab duathlon, port dickson tri, army half marathon, desaru everything more or less packed in to 2 months june and july after that nothing much till the end of the yr IMWA.

So i've started to run 3 times a week slowly increasing my mileage as the weeks go by. Last week was 7km on tuesday, 11 km on friday followed by 8km on sunday that goes together with ITT on tuesday night and a gruelling 3 loops of mandai yesterday. Only swim once a week now during mondays that also has to start to pick up to twice a week. After the 3 days of run and bike my legs kinda feel like jelly at the moment but it's been awhile since i had that feeling in my legs the last time was in feb where we had the one day training thingy.

Apart from that life is moving on, work etc.... Slowly but surely it's setting in that mum is no longer around. Some days i have this kinda of lost feeling not having a mother around anymore, then i start to think that i should be lucky enough to have been with mum for 32 yrs of my life where there are some ppl who would not know what having a mother or her love is all about. So brings the debate on it's better not to have from the start so you don't know what you are missing, or it's better to have love then not to have love at all. Well life is full of getting use to i guess, last yr was getting use to the fact that we had to live with mum having leukemia, now we have to get use to the fact she is no longer around and we have to start doing things with out her.